Of Silence, Insomnia and Disappearence...

Lets start where we left off. So the three things on my India List..got all of them done ..Met most of my frnds..they were genuinely happy to see me..went back to Chic city ( Chickballapur - my engineering college..) spent a night there in the room where i used to live as a student. Had loads and loads of fun. We sang all the stupid songs that we had made in engr. It was almost like old times not a thing to care just there to have loads of fun. Met Khil,Andy and Madan my frnds from convergys. Did meet Eshu .. the DJ who used to play at B11 and now plays at J-Cubez...Met Rags,Viv,Mallu got drunk ..sang songs and came up wit a new pick up line ( actually i didnt Rags did..."U have dandruff" ..yep that was the line.. lol .. yeah he was drunk too ). Didnt get to meet Sneh though he is still in Dubai..but did miss him a lot. Met my SHS US return Desis as well, Krtkn and Udin,Karthikram from my SHS days was also there. We met for coffee and had a nice time catching up on things. The sad part was that none of the other SHS guys turned up.

The second point on the agenda. Get things settled between me and Nivi. Well did that as well.Well she couldnt wait much longer and things were getting out of hand between her and her parents, so we decided to part ways. After six years we finally did what we were supposed to do ages ago, that is go different ways. The signs were there we just didnt see them. There is no regret on my part to the way things worked out. Did wish though that after six years somebody would fight for being with me. That didnt happen so..thats that. Things had to go one way or the other I guess it just went the otherway. There is so much to say on this topic but that would be wishful thinking. This did surprise a lot of my frnds though ( well they asked me if i didnt fight for her and if i fell for another girl... that definitely was not the case).

Now for part three-> had loads and loads of fun. Had all the dishes I had been craving for drank/ate plenty of tender coconuts (damn i miss that). Had lots of fun wit my frnds. Went out with my parents to Coorg and enjoyed myself. Made pasta on my cousins birthday. Had plenty of fun wit my sis. Met most of my relatives. Met my new Bhabi..( well i did meet her before..but now things are official :D). I did try to squeeze as much as i possibly could in the 20-30 days i was in Bang..but cudnt get enuf of it. Wish i cud stay there for longer. BTW watched Rama,Shama and Bhama, a Kannada movie, with my parents and my sis. It was 2.5 hrs of laughter. Its a hilarious movie with excellent performance from Kamal Hassan.

Now for the Silence part. Yes i have been silent again ( I have been guilty of this crime more than I wish to be) mainly due to the fact that I have been playing NFSMW a very addictive and awesome game. If there are any game enthusiasts chk out the graphics on this one. Its awesome. Also hav been trying to figure out a few things and clear up my mind. Am thinking of getting into a new relationship but i dont know.. Lets see wat happens...

Insomnia -> Havent been able to sleep til almost 3-4:30 AM for the past couple of weeks. I dont know if any of the above points are interelated to wats actually happening now. But it sure as hell is frustrating not to be able to sleep. Throws everything into disarray. I have laods of stuff ( yeah rite..ok some stuff) to do but cant. Well the one good thing abt this point is its gotten me to speak wit u guys again. Have tried different methods of trying to sleep ( yep tried counting the sheep too..) but none are helpful rite now. Started playing squash so that i did be shit tired and be able to sleep. But that doesnot seem to be working either. Did get addicted to Squash though. Its really awesome. Loads of runing and pushes u if the opponent is gud enuf (2 days into the game and i am already talking like a pro).

Disappearence-> I seem to have disappeared from my school as well. I only meet ppl I want to meet. I meet them occasionally havent been as visible in campus as i used to be. The campus isnt the only place i have been invisible from. I usually stay invisible in Yahoo as well..but offlate havent been talking to anyone other than Mallu and couple of my frnds (Havent done even that in the past 2-5 days). Sorry guys but i just havent been my complete self yet. I guess its just all the stuff thats happened. I havent lost my josh for friday nite parties though ( which is a gud thing) and have slowly started being more visible on campus so things are looking better. Did watch Swingers an old movie. Its a real nice movie which speaks abt a guy who is heartbroken and how he gets over it. Its a nice movie watch it if u havent already done so.

I did watch part of the last day of Nagpur test. It made me mad looking at the way Rahul Dravid and wasim Jaffer were playing. If you have almost the best lineup in the world why in the hell cant we chase 367. It wasnt that tuff...we cud have won that match. England challenged us with a score and we didnt go for it..thats not the way we have been playing for a while. We have been more aggressive than that. Speaking abt cricket..More's stupid comment saying Ganguly wudnt be chosen even if he places well kinda sucks. Why are they mixing politics wit cricet? If a player is gud he gets a test/one day cap..if not he doesnt. Shudnt that be the criteria?? Watever happened to actually playing well. You kinda feel sorry for that bloke..but hey shit happens rite ?? Isnt that why this blog is still crawling??

I guess thats enuf for today rather tonite. To the ppl who dont have video.google working here is google video setup and the gvp file needed to play the video. Its on rapidshare and is abt 4-5Mb. If that doesnt work let me know we will think of something.

Later....